Is True Happiness Attainable?

I wonder what true happiness means. Have I already felt it? Will I ever know what it means? Do you know what it means to be happy? I guess it depends on the person really. I always hear people say when you love what you do for a living then you're truly happy. Some people base their happiness on how happy they are with someone. Of course we all have heard that true happiness comes from your relationship with God and I'd probably need to work on mine a little more I think. One of my good friends says he's happy when he's on the porch in the summer with a drink in his hand. I guess happiness is when your mind wanders away from whatever is bothering you at the time. (Dope this is the first time I ever thought of that lol). They say all good things must come to an end and when you think about they almost always do so you have to always search for something that makes you happy. This can either lead to you finding whatever it is or you just keep searching and that'll keep you alive. 

12:19

I don't know why I thought I needed to space my posts out like it was a set of blog rules I had to follow. A post here a post there but the reason for this blog is to get my thoughts out to whoever cares to read them. 

I'm sleepy but I got too many ideas in my head and too much food on my stomach smh. Some screwed up Drake mix is playing and for whatever reason listening to certain artists make me go in my head and explore thoughts that have been growing. Today alone I've come up with a dope idea for a future project, a logo idea (not for anything particular just a stamp almost) and an add on to a previous idea. 

The ideas aren't a problem at all. I gotta see how I'm gonna fund all this. I'm determined because these ideas are my babies so why wouldn't I wanna do my best to make sure they come to life and grow? I wish I had somebody who shared the same vision I have because it would make it that much sweeter. Most times I'll mention something to somebody and they'll show interest for that moment and that's it so I don't bring it up anymore. I won't say I told you do when things start moving I'll still hold my hand out and pull you up so we can do great things together! I really feel like the next few months are gonna be good for building a brand for myself.