Exit Sign.

I wonder what it is about me that makes ppl who I think I have the dopest bonds with leave me. No matter if they're friends or what. 3 of the ppl I've connected with on a totally different level have all left me since I've been in Atlanta. And I was positive I'd want them in my life forever. I'd go to the moon and back for them but I never felt appreciated by either one of them. And I always wanted to be around them. It just bothers me to know that ppl can just walk away from you and not think twice about it. I've never been able to just walk away from a person. I just can't do it. There has to be something wrong with me. What it is I've yet to figure out tho. Never treated any of them bad. Welcomed them to anything I had. Everybody says God removed them from your life bc maybe they weren't good for you and they'll figure out that you were a great person. But that doesn't give me comfort bc again I want them in my life forever. Some ppl just get over it and keep it moving but I hurt for a while bc I don't put much into ppl bc I just don't. So it hurts my heart when it happens bc I honestly give a little of my heart. And I'm definitely being sensitive right now but I get like that over ppl I care about. Now that I think about it make it 4 ppl but whatever. For the ppl who never left I love you to death and would make that same trip to the moon for yall too. I guess the difference is yall would be right there on that same trip. I love yall. Everyone that stayed and everyone that left too.