What Is.

Have you ever just wondered what's next? I know I do. Especially as of late I've been waiting for life to get better. I just wanna get back to a happy space. I know God is taking me there but I have to make a few stops along the way. Truth be told I was happy in a situation but I wasn't happy with the work I was putting in in other areas. Maybe I needed to be removed so I could realize my purpose and while it hurts it obviously has a higher meaning. So I've been left wondering what is going to happen next and when!? But when you think about it, that's what's dope about life is that you never know. I mean you really have no clue what's going to happen from one minute to the next. You can spend time worrying so much about what's coming you can't appreciate what's here. It's the same thing for the past. I'll admit that's been one of my biggest issues and I've made a commitment to try and focus on today and making it the best day of my life everyday. It won't be easy but I feel like if I can master that I'll live a happy life. When what's next happens I'll be ready for it. I guess I just had to learn what was and what could be isn't as important as what is.