"How it used to was"

In a time and space where people swear they have no feelings . I know this is familiar . Most may not agree.

Ever sat and thought about an ex. Maybe even felt that you missed them. Missed the way the touched you. The way their skin tasted. That energy that only they possessed that you may never get back. That spark. That thump ( sigh )
Its always initially the good memories. Always what you loved about them. Who you thought they were.
Then you level with yourself and bring it back to the reality . The reality that they spoke to who you were in that moment. You can never get back those feelings. That energy. According to science energy can not be created nor destroyed.
So where did it go.
Where did they go.
Energy changes form.
All that bullshit changed form. You learned to love yourself a little better. Love them less.
Love from a distance.
Those memories are simply that. That energy is no longer what it was.
"Memories keep playing back... Just remember how it used to was"
Sza ft Chance the rapper Child's Play 🎶 (inspired these thoughts) .